Tuesday, September 28, 2004

What a Wonderful World....

Hey.. How's your life like? My life is wonderful at the moment..
I have a very loving family that supports my decisions and needs,
I have a man that I love and he loves me indeed,
I have friends that loves me in laughter, sadness, stress n grieves,
I have my health not so much of wealth that i dont greed,
I have happiness that I greatly need,
I have strength that dont make my heart bleed,
I have guidance from the ONE when I'm in need,
I have a WONDERFUL LIFE indeed.

Thank you my friends for remembering,
Thank you my friends for caring,
Thank you my friends for guiding,
Thank you my friends for healing,
Thank you my friends for being my friends when I'm crying...

I may not be there always but I would like to be there when you are needing,
I may not always have something to say but my ears are always listening,
I may not have wisdom to advice but my shoulders are near for comforting,
I may not always show that I care but god knows how much I do,
I may not give much fun or laughter but I try never to make you blue,
I may not have many gifts for you but I try to give the best to you...

There's this Korean movie that I love.. "An Affair"..
It's about a married woman who does everything for the pple ard her that she forgot how to make herself happy..
She was suppose to keep her sis fiancee company cos her sis was out of the ctry.. N she's also helping them prepare for their wedding.. Turns out the guy fell in love with her N she to him.. She tried so hard to put her feelings away but it's just too much for her.. She had to maintain the happiness of her husband, who was not always there for her, her son, who ignores her totally, her sis, who she loves very much N her father who expects a lot from her.. Anyway, her father was in coma, due to some illness N she was by his bed all the time.. She said something to him that was really meaningful to me...

"You once told me that when you found someone that you love, you have to fight for him.. Be selfish.."
but she said that,"Doesn't mean that you will be happy when you find the love of your life.. It's even worse when you know that you can't be together.."
In the end, she left her husband, son n sis(who finds out that her sis is the woman that her fiancee was in love with)to seek her own happiness but not with the guy.. The guy was also heart broken cos she can't accept him knowing that she would break so many hearts.. He took a plane to Africa.. N guess who's in the same plane as him.. but who knows wat will happen..

There's a saying.. If you're meant to be together, no mountains or seas can keep you apart.. And I believe that every bad things that happen always have a blessing in disguise.. Live your life to the fullest.. If the person don't want to be with you then it means that the person is not good enough for you...
To love is nothing, to be love is something,
To love and be love in return is everything...

You have to love yourself before anyone can love you... It's the truth for me....
MULY



Thursday, September 09, 2004

School Holiday...
Almost gone actually..

Sunday... Stayed at home the whole day... played Monopoly with Zul N Aisah....
Monday... Stayed at home the whole day.... Rearrange some of the stuff in my room....
Tuesday... Went to booked for the void deck opp my blk for 27N28 Nov.... Then went to IKEA... it's amazing wat you can get there.. anyway, bought my wedding favours there....
Wednesday... Stayed at home.. cleared up my mess in my bedroom again... Don't know where to put all these stuff.... Sorry Hana can't make it for your small bbq.. Hope you had a great time....
Thursday... Going to Clarke Quay for frisbee training.. it's a competition open for teachers.... N Don't Forget... TODAY is MY B'DAY.. (don't know what Zul had planned for me.. hopefully he had something planned.. )
Friday... Going to City Hall...
Saturday... My things from IKEA will arrive.... Mana nak sumbat all the things also i don't know... heheheheheee....

People say that time flies
But why is it that its not maximise
So much to do but why i still laze

I have no clue why I'm feeing blue
Am I infected by the bird flu
Or is it becos No one called to say 'Happy Birthday to you'

Life is like a jigsaw craft
Lots of people came into my path
They are great people that make me laugh


Lots of Love... MuLY
(p.s. Zul just called me.. And asked me what's the plan later... Typical Zul..)