Story of my Life.. It is so hard when you want to impress everyone.. It is hard when you have to take care of everyone's feeling.. But we are living with other people in this world and when you still have goodness, care and concern for others, you would want to make them happy... One way another...

And it is even harder if these people are your parents.. Pleasing them maybe hard but we just have to try our best.. but the thing is the best from us may not be the best they want from us...

HHMmmmmm.... What ever it is I love them very much.. I know they always want us to have the best...

I have been brought up in an environment were my mom is my teacher... She is the best teacher that I have and I can remember.. I can still remember when I was in primary 1 when my mom was teaching to me English spelling... And I guess I cant get them.. so all I can remember is the books and notes and lists... Everything from the living room coffee table flew across the living room and landed in front of the 3-bedroom store room... I can remembered myself crying.. going for the books and picking them up one by one... and going back to the coffee table to get more ..........................................

I grew up with the mindset that 99% is not good enough..... Why get 99% when you know you can get 100%.....

My mom.. my teacher.. my mentor.. my best friend.. where will I be with out her... to see my needs and push me from behind... make hot drinks for me during my 4am study for PSLE... Had to work at night to help the family finances... When we are sleeping soundly in our beds, there she is toiling the night away.. waited patiently with me and never stop encouraging me to be patient with my dad... who still had not come with the money, for me to register for my study in the poly.. we only had an hour left before registration closed, when my dad came with his work jumper suit (dirtied with diff types of oil, grease, petroleum...).. He had to borrow money from his boss for that fee.. My mom was there to ensure me that everything will be fine... I LOve Them Both..

So much sacrifices for their children.. to give them the best.. to make sure that we will live with happiness and success in this live and hereafter....

There maybe times when we will be angry, annoyed, hurt.... by their remarks... comments... but we know in our hearts that they just want the best for us... but what is actually the BEST.. we certainly don't know what's the best.. So does our Parents know....???
I think the best is having something BETTER than what THEY had... Nothing extravagantly BETTER but just a bit...

What do you think?

I'm writing all these because of what my mom commented to me last night.. BUT that's another story of my life.... till then...